Chasing Down the Good Life

I would like to enlist your assistance and support in a Quixotic quest of self-discovery that I plan to undertake this summer. If you are like me, then you can't really stop your mind from thinking about deeply obscure questions about existence, meaning, and identity on a more or less hourly basis. And so when someone asks you a significant question like, "What do you think I should do? Take that job in Milwaukee or stay here in the position I already have at the bank?" You immediately begin to wonder: Is there such a thing as "should do" in this scenario? Is there such a thing as "should do" in life in general? If there is, where does such authority come from? And what does said authority have to say about all of the other decisions I make in my life? And, if you foolishly proceeded to mumble those thoughts aloud instead of keeping them between you and your inner-monologue, your present interlocutor may in fact realize that asking you about anything might in fact be a supremely foolish and time-consuming activity. The better part of valor is probably simply to respond: "Well, what do you want to do? Make a pros and cons list. And then tell everyone I solved your problem through reason and benevolence." Please know that if you are one of those people who have asked me about situations such as that listed above, that existential tumbleweed was certainly passing across the dusty road of my mind behind my glazed over eyes. It is nothing personal.

In short, I would really like to have everything all figured out before I even begin to deal with the small details of life. You know, get the big picture before analyzing the more minute aspects of its beauty. So I am beginning a concerted effort to track down the Good Life. And I plan to do whatever it takes to wrestle it to the ground and beat it into submission whenever I find it. This is not simply for myself, but I am hoping to create an extended sermon series on the topic once I have come to whatever conclusions I find. Hopefully it will be something that helps our church family at FPC. In the meantime, I am planning to use Paper Tiger Can't as a running journal of my quest. And that is where you come in. I would very much appreciate your comments, your questions, your meandering musings on life and its meaning. Please share those things with me as I make this journey, for the betterment of my expedition and your own. Here is my proposed methodology to begin:

As you can imagine, I will mostly be reading books. Old books, for the most part, but some more modern selections perhaps. Here's a rough list of my starting point:

From the Hebrew Scriptures/the Ancient Near East (including the Greek period)/New Testament:
Proverbs
Job
Ecclesiastes
The Sermon on the Mount (Matt. 5-7)
Epictetus: Discourses and Encheiridion

Works from the Far East:
Tao Te Ching
The Bhagavad Gita

Works from American writers and philosophers:
Henry David Thoreau Walden
Walt Whitman Leaves of Grass

Other modern works:
Fyodor Mikhailovitch Dostoevsky The Brothers Karamazov and Notes from Underground
Albert Camus The Stranger
Ayn Rand Atlas Shrugged
50 Cent Get Rich or Die Trying (jksers...)

A few caveats: 1) I have read most items in the above list already at some point, but I have never tried to synthesize any of it together into a philosophical outlook on daily life; 2) my ability to read Greek and Hebrew far outweighs my knowledge of Far Eastern or European languages, so I will need to rely on translations of some of the modern works and the far eastern selections; 3) I'm assuming that more will be added to this list, and some will be discarded throughout the course of this project. I fully recognize that such a limited corpus and methodology makes my chances of success limited at best, but the way I see it, my chances of success in anything in my life have been limited at best. So what else is new?

My goal, ostensibly, is to answer the question: What is the Good Life? Is it making lots of money? Is it having lots of friends? Or family? Is it helping other people in need? Is it some kind of combination of all of the above? Is it using the Shake Weight to get wicked cut and slay the ladies? What is the Good Life?

Well, what do you think? Do you have methodological suggestions for me? Do you have a list of your own that you think I should consider? Is it a blatant error on my part not to include The Simpsons in this corpus of great philosophical treatises and literature?

Just a thought to leave you with as we begin this thing together: At the close of Walker Percy's The Last Gentleman, the protagonist Will Barrett stands in the desert trying to work out the meaning of his life. Another character, Sutter, whom he has appealed to in this regard throughout the novel, is about to depart from the hospital in which both he and Will watched Sutter's brother, Jamie, finally succumb to a long illness. As Sutter begins to drive away, suddenly Will forms another question, perhaps the question that, if answered, would put everything into place. And so he sprints after Sutter's vehicle. And there the story ends. If you are like me, a day has never passed in your adult life in which you haven't felt like Will Barrett chasing down Sutter Vaught in the middle of a barren desert with an inarticulate question that may be the key to your own existence.

Yahweh's Army of... Locusts?

Some portions of the Bible just get downright neglected. This is not a new or surprising statement, I don't think. All of us who have grown up with some kind of regular interaction with the Bible realize this. People just don't read Leviticus. People also tend to avoid the opening nine chapters of 1 Chronicles. And, generally speaking, no one seems to have any particular interest in the so-called Minor Prophets that, in our English Bibles at least, close out the Hebrew Scriptures. I'd be lying if I said that I didn't understand. Given my vocation and my particular academic interests, I enjoy reading and studying the entire Hebrew Bible--but I can relate to the common aversion most people have to these works. The cultural distance alone is enough to decimate the morale of a modern reader. And, for whatever reason, it sometimes seems to me that mainstream English translators do almost everything in their power to make certain texts more difficult to comprehend. They have their reasons--including ideological commitments and public opinion concerns (i.e., "Well the King James translated Psalm 23 like this, and that's how everyone remembers it now, so if we update it and make a better translation that is more accurate and helpful for modern readers, many people will reject our entire effort and not buy the Bible because we 'changed' the words of God!"). It is a very difficult spot that translators are placed in by publishers and marketing departments, for sure. All of that to say, I get it. But there are a great deal of insights that are contained in these neglected works--insights about who God is and what he expects from his people.

In the Book of Joel, the reader is confronted with a startling situation. Apparently, at some point in the southern kingdom of Judah's history, a great plague of locusts threatened to destroy the nation's resources. Scholars are greatly divided on when to date the contents of the book (so much so that Calvin famously advised his audience to stop even trying), and some scholars don't even take the plague of locusts literally; instead they suggest it is a metaphor for the invasion of Babylonian or possibly Assyrian forces (an unconvincing suggestion, in my humble opinion). Regardless of when Joel gave these oracles, his audience was probably very startled. This coming plague of locusts would apparently damage the land in a way they had never even seen before. So I'm sure their knee-jerk reaction was, "Oh man, I hope Yahweh will save us." But then came the really bad news. The really bad news was, Yahweh was actually sending the plague. After describing the plague of locusts figuratively, comparing them to an advancing horde of superhuman warriors whose sole focus is destruction, Joel tells his audience in 2:11 that Yahweh himself "thunders [lit. gives his voice] at the head of his army." Apparently, the plague of locusts is Yahweh's personal army! This would be discouraging, to say the least.

But the people are given a choice. The plague, unfortunately, was unstoppable. Yahweh had made up his mind about that. But what came after that plague was partially up to the response of God's people. If they would repent from their disobedience and return to him, God would restore their land, bringing them back everything they had lost to the locusts and then some. And Joel didn't stop there. One day, he said, God would bless them in ways they couldn't even imagine. He would restore their land and resources, he would avenge the wrongs and atrocities that were committed against them, and he would even place his own Spirit among them in a way that would be unprecedented. Such a suggestion leads me to believe the context of Joel should be dated sometime between 515-400 BC, when prophecy was not very common anymore and people were beginning to wonder if God would ever send his Spirit among them again. This prediction, of course, would be seized upon by Peter in Acts 2, during his famous sermon on the day of Pentecost--identifying the outpouring of the Spirit on that day as evidence of the fulfillment of God's promise in Joel's oracle hundreds of years prior.

Several things stand out to me after reading the Book of Joel. First, we see yet another example (the Minor Prophets are full of them) of God's willingness to do absolutely whatever it takes to get his people to return to him and find life. He does not, apparently, shy away from even the most extreme efforts to persuade his people to repent and find forgiveness and reconciliation with him. The announcement that God was behind the plague of locusts would have been shocking, for sure, and his commitment to actively pursuing his people is even more surprising. Second, we see another consistent aspect of the biblical message: the future is not set in stone. God gave his people a very clear choice. Their behavior and decisions would ultimately affect how the future would turn out for them. As Joel says (just as Jonah says, but in a very different context) in 2:13, Yahweh is a God who changes his mind about sending calamity when his people repent. This is the lesson Jonah learns begrudgingly when he delivers God's olive branch to the people of Nineveh, much to Jonah's chagrin. Finally, we clearly see that God avenges all wrongs and does not let injustices go unpunished. Sometimes it certainly seems to us, and seemed to the ancient Israelites, that God lets the crooked and the wicked get away with the most atrocious acts of evil--while the righteous go on suffering with no apparent recourse. But Joel fervently argues that, in the final analysis of things, this is not so. Yahweh does hold everyone accountable for their actions. In 3:16 Joel writes that Yahweh roars [Hebrew yish'ag--it is what lions do in the Hebrew Bible] from Zion as he judges every nation on earth in the so-called "Valley of Decision." God will ultimately, some day, right all wrongs.

There are many other insights about God that one can draw from the Book of Joel, and the same is true for all of the other generally neglected portions of the Hebrew Bible. Hopefully, pastors and congregants alike will realize this. As the apostle Paul reminds us in 2 Timothy 3:16-17: All Scripture has been inspired by God and is useful for teaching us how to live lives that are pleasing to him.

Hegemony

I remember walking to health class when I was a junior in high school and my friend Mike met me in the hallway telling me that New York City had been bombed. Some buildings had collapsed. He didn't seem very clear on the details. I remember doing nothing for the rest of the day, learning next to nothing until we were permitted to go home. And then of course being flooded with media information on the topic for the next year or so. And how could I forget hearing about Osama bin Laden. Public enemy number one. I remember my friends joining the military as a direct result of 9/11, and I remember changing my major in college from English to Political Science, from Political Science to International Affairs, due to the interest that had generated inside my mind as a result of what seemed like an unexpected change in the world order. Then sitting in seminars on terrorism, watching endless footage of terrorist acts of violence and the paramilitary responses to them. And my professor always called Osama "Sammy bin Laden" with a long A in Laden, which I realized this week I continued to do myself ever since. There are many moments in between, of course, but now I will always remember watching the news on a Monday morning explaining how bin Laden was killed by US Special Forces in a more-or-less "suburban" town in Pakistan that was merely 35 miles outside of Islamabad.

And then there was the celebrating. Groups of mostly younger Americans rallying outside of the White House and Ground Zero around midnight on Sunday night/Monday morning to chant USA and celebrate the death of the man who, for them, was always America's foremost enemy. My wife and I talked at length about whether or not we thought God was upset with such celebration. I couldn't ultimately decide, and still can't, for many reasons. God makes clear in the Prophets that he won't stand for nations mocking the fall of their enemies, and that he holds them accountable for such actions. At the same time all of the Bible verses used from Proverbs et cetera in the many arguments on facebook that suggest one shouldn't rejoice over the fall of his or her enemies were taken grossly out of context (those verses most definitely refer to one's personal enemy, not an international criminal or terrorist). And the Israelites celebrated God's deliverance of them from the Pharaoh in the Song of the Sea (Exodus 15), which essentially is rejoicing over God's act to kill the Pharaoh's soldiers. But we're not ancient Israel. We're America. Which is a double-edged sword--we aren't held to the law that Israel was, but God does apparently expect every nation to treat people the way they would like to be treated (cf. any of the so-called Oracles Against the Nations in the prophetic works; e.g., Jeremiah 46-51). So needless to say, I remain ambiguous on the topic.

It did get me thinking of what it means to be a superpower, and what God expects from a superpower's leadership. I am not of the school of thought that is all the rage today that suggests empires are inherently evil, and that God is opposed to them all. I don't think that comparisons of America to ancient Rome or Babylon or Egypt are particularly helpful. Most often I find them to be shortsighted and oversimplified, not taking into account the vast array of cultural differences that separate the US and its current position in the world from those other world empires. On the other hand, I don't consider the US to be God's chosen people. God's chosen people, if the Bible is true, would be the Church--people from any ethnicity, background, language group, etc that choose to follow him. That being said, God certainly has expectations for our leadership. I've touched upon it briefly when I mentioned the Oracles Against the Nations above--but it seems that God expects nations to treat other nations the way that they themselves would like to be treated. The situation may be slightly complicated by the fact that some of America's primary enemies abroad are not nations, but relatively small pockets of individuals hiding out in places like the Pankisi Gorge or Tajikistan. Still, the basic expectation probably remains unchanged. For what it is worth, I think it is important for our President to remain somber and even-handed when discussing the death of bin Laden, and our optimistic hopes that such a blow (if only symbolic, ultimately) will help to dismantle the network of individuals and groups aligned against our nation. Certainly the incident will be used for political purposes, which is to be expected--if everything had gone wrong with the operation, you know it would have been used against our President for political purposes! But I think that, so far, our leadership's reaction to the event has been doing the necessary work of walking the fine line between celebration and relief.

My primary concern is how we treat people going forward. Certainly our tactics and methods of information acquisition in the past have been questionable at best. My hope is that this will provide us with an opportunity to turn down the rhetoric regarding the "terrorist threat" to America (which has existed for a very, very long time--long before we got the media on the bandwagon of fear-mongering). If we can return to speaking of our enemies as humans, and individuals who--though aligned against our interests--are still people made in God's image, I think our leadership will have an easier time making the right and reasonable decisions regarding the treatment of our enemies. I do not advocate ignoring or forgiving criminals and terrorists. God is clear that forgiveness is required in the context of personal relationships--we must forgive our personal enemies (cf. Matthew 5). He is equally clear that those who commit serious crimes must be held accountable for their actions, and that allowing them to go unpunished would actually displease him and destabilize society (cf. the entire OT Law and its philosophy). But there is certainly a way to continue our fight against them and our efforts to defend our nation and allies in a manner that is just and upright. If we use methods that are unjust and inappropriate, how are we any different than those with whom we fight? And if we have become just like those with whom we are fighting in this war, doesn't that mean that they have won?

My prayer is that bin Laden's death will cause a change in our national demeanor, so that we no longer dehumanize our enemies. Defending our nation and pursuing justice is the responsibility of our leadership (cf. Romans 13:4)--neglecting to do so would be wrong. But there is a way to do it that is fair and just, and pleasing to God. I pray that we will choose that path going forward.

Competing with cedar

In Jeremiah 22:15, God asks the king of Judah (Jehoiakim, it seems) an interesting question: "Are you king because you can compete with cedar?" To back up a bit, the king is getting railed on by Yahweh for financing the construction of his impressive building projects on the backs of the poor. In the southern Levant, the Lebanon Cedar tree was a prized building material, and it wasn't cheap. And so God asks Jehoiakim if his ability to obtain cedar is what makes him the king. Is that what it is to be the king of God's people? To have the most expensive stuff?

Then he goes on to point out to Jehoiakim that his father, Josiah, certainly enjoyed his life (literally "ate and drank"--i.e., he wasn't lacking) but yet he didn't find it necessary to oppress the poor and needy in the land in order to do so. Instead, he obeyed Yahweh and was the defender of the poor, the overlooked, the powerless. And things, God reminds Jehoiakim, "went well for him." He concludes by saying, "He [Josiah] pleaded the case of the needy and poor, and then it was well! Isn't that what it means to know me?"

I'd like to repeat that last line: "He [Josiah] pleaded the case of the needy and poor, and then it was well! Isn't that what it means to know me?"

God essentially says to Jehoiakim: "Your dad had a very comfortable life. He was definitely blessed. But, unlike you, he didn't find it necessary to exploit the powerless in order to secure his comfort and wealth. Rather, he obeyed me. He did what I told him a king should do: he defended the weak and the powerless. And so I blessed him. And isn't that what it is to have a relationship with me?"

This is just one of the many, many passages in the Bible that make it clear that knowing/loving God means to obey him (cf. John 14-15). And God, through his prophet Jeremiah here, points out that it is not a complicated thing. God is not demanding the impossible from his followers. He just expects obedience and loyalty. But apparently Jehoiakim didn't get it. Apparently he didn't take after his father in this regard. Instead, he worked hard on the backs of the poor to secure his wealth and comfort, to secure his status and social standing. He wasn't content with what God gave him, and he wasn't interested in listening to God's commands.

Of course, things would go badly for Jehoiakim--in contrast to things going well for his father, Josiah. And his story makes me wonder how much we can be like him. We have this preternatural need to want more. More stuff. More power. More authority. More money. More influence. More respect. Instead of simply obeying God, making the right decisions and treating people in the right way, we spend most of our mental energy (and sometimes physical energy) on figuring out how we can acquire more of whatever it is we think we so desperately need.

Well this week my hope is that I learn from the comparison of Josiah to his son Jehoiakim. And that when I find myself (each day) conniving a way to get more of whatever it is I think I lack, that this contrast would remind me that my purpose is actually very simple: I simply need to be obedient to God. And that God will take care of me, and what he provides for me is exactly what is best.

Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn?

I can be a very nostalgic person. Curiously, I am more often nostalgic for time periods in which I never actually lived, rather than for any previous portion of my own life. I don't really know what that says about me, but there you have it. So when I read Franny and Zooey by Salinger, I want to live in New York City in the 1950s. And when I read The Great Gatsby by Fitzgerald, I long to be a part of the upper-class in the 1920s (before the stock market crash, naturally). And when I read The Last Gentleman by Walker Percy, well... I just want to be as talented as Walker Percy.

In contrast, I do not often think, Man, I wish I could go back to that time in middle school when I only ever wore sweatpants and I hadn't yet discovered the positive benefits of deodorant and facewash. Or any other time of my life, for that matter. So perhaps my personality skews me away from the wishing-for-how-things-used-to-be mentality that I have found is startlingly present in the church.

You have probably experienced this at least once. You are talking to someone one day after church, and they say something about how bad the world/country/city/rural-nowhere-landscape has become since they were a kid. And you can tell by the tone of their voice that they obviously wish things would return to the utopian society they once enjoyed; an apparently mystical land that brought nothing but smiles and goodwill to each person inhabiting it. I have heard that the 1950s in America, for example, were much "better" than today. Which always makes me raise my eyebrows. I am hard-pressed to find a political figure in recent history that broke more social, legal, and political norms than JFK. When I first read a biography that detailed his excessive womanizing, I could barely believe it. What was worse, I realized that such infidelity was, quite frankly, the norm in that period of American history. The difference between then and now simply is that we didn't talk about it then, and now it is blasted all over the Internet whenever any political candidate so much as sneezes in the direction of one of his female aides. Not to mention how much money was spent by the Kennedy family to secure JFK's numerous elections to public office. Even worse (far worse), outside of the US, Joseph Stalin was torturing and murdering untold millions and Mao Zedong was instituting the Great Leap Forward--or as I like to call it, the time when Mao Zedong starved 60 million peasants to death. Man, those were the good old days, weren't they? Don't you just wish you could go back to the time when everyone thought the world was on the brink of nuclear war on any given day of the week?

This topic most often comes up, unfortunately, when things like the Book of Revelation are being discussed. The common Christian view in America is apparently that things are going to hell-in-a-handbasket (literally, minus the handbasket part) until finally God will show up and start kicking some butt and taking names. Which sounds well and good, except I don't think it's accurate. I am well aware that my interpretation of Revelation and Daniel and other relevant passages in this regard is not in-line with the mainstream opinion, and that really influences my outlook here. Be that as it may, I would like to point out that we are on the side of history that occurs after the Cross (a marvelous fact that Easter reminds us of this week!). According to the biblical authors, Christ began the ball rolling on redemption, and he has commissioned the Church to join him in the kingdom-effort of restoring all things, setting everything right, reconciling everything in the universe back with God (cf. Colossians). That sounds fantastic, doesn't it!? It actually sounds like good news. And so, this time of year, I am reminded of why I am so optimistic about the future. Certainly, the Bible's authors are clear that things will not be perfectly reconciled until Christ returns, and looking around us we surely know that there is a lot of work to be done (a lot of which can only be done by God!), but we are in the home-stretch, relatively speaking! This is the appetizer to the great kingdom feast with God! We are offered the chance to work alongside of him to make his will be realized on earth as it is in heaven, right? And so we do! And things get better. Medical advancements are made, quality of life is increased, our knowledge about the vastness and beauty of the universe expands, our ability to communicate with one another improves every day, our opportunities to express ourselves in forms of art that people couldn't even imagine a mere fifty years ago are developed, it is really quite astounding. It would be a mistake, if you hold a so-called Christian worldview, to think that anything in the above list was achieved simply by the ingenuity of mankind. It wasn't. It was achieved by the Cross. It always has been, and it always will be.

According to the Bible, the Christian's hope is not in the past, it is in the future. It is in God, who has promised to complete the project he began by humbly becoming a human being to suffer the consequences of our sins on a wooden cross nearly 2000 years ago. He has purged the evil that we invited to this universe through our disobedience, and he has offered us the opportunity to join him in the effort. And one day, in the future, redemption will be accomplished. So why not enjoy the ride?

The Roadmap

If I had about 18 dollars for every time someone said to me, "I just wish I knew what God's will for me was," I would have at least 576 dollars in my pocket, right now. And if I had 18 dollars for every time I said to someone else, "I just wish I knew what God's will for me was," I would be a millionaire. Simply because that's all I would say to people all the time so as to add to my accruing wealth. You understand.

We have this thing about knowing God's will. That thing, of course, is a desire (kind of) to know it. Part of us wants to know it desperately, so that we can have some kind of validation on our lives and a sense that we're doing what God wants us to do. Another part of us kind of doesn't want to know about it, because we have this sneaking suspicion that it will entail selling our belongings and moving to a country in which the indigenous population has never heard of Tina Fey and indoor-plumbing is something that the townspeople ridicule the local shaman for claiming to have seen in a dream sent by a god who is responsible for making it rain (and not like rappers do in inappropriate places like strip clubs, but like actually rain). But despite that nagging hesitation, the majority of us would say that we would risk such a scenario if it meant getting a clear indication from God concerning what we should do with our lives.

If you are like me, that means you often second guess your decisions, wondering if they had met the approval of the Almighty, and wondering why he wasn't vocal about his opinion one way or the other--or worse, wondering if possibly you weren't listening when he was vocal about his opinion. And so you cry yourself to sleep at night listening to "Title and Registration" by Death Cab for Cutie on repeat, and then wake up in the morning wondering if God was really angry that you just spent your night doing said crying. It is a vicious cycle, as they say.

It doesn't make anything easier that most of the speakers I have heard on this topic have suggested that reading the Bible would give you all the answers you are looking for in this regard. I remember in college listening to speaker after speaker at our campus ministry group tell us that if we would just have our daily "quiet time" with God he would clearly tell us what to do (which, interestingly enough, according to these speakers usually meant working for this campus ministry organization immediately upon our graduation). Which sounds like magic, by the way. As if, somehow, simply by forcing yourself to read the genealogical account of 1 Chronicles 1-9 you would miraculously discover whether or not you should major in accounting, or if you should date Betsy, or if you shouldn't be watching Family Guy anymore because they make fun of Jesus too much. And when I think of magic, I think of crazy talk. Because that's what it is.

Well, all of that to say that I think the majority of us have been seriously misguided in our understanding of God's will. I think that God has made his will very clear to us, and that it is in fact presented in the Bible--but not in the way I've always been told to expect it to be. The view of God's will that I laid out above suggests that God has your life planned out like you would plan a game of chess against an opponent, thinking x number of moves ahead, and, if everything goes according to plan, humiliating said opponent in a swift and expedient manner. But what if that wasn't the way God's will worked? It's not that I think God doesn't know the future--if the Bible is true, then he clearly does. But it's just that I don't think that he moves us all around the board like pawns in his own cosmic game of chess with Satan (who is astoundingly good at chess, I'm guessing).

To be brief, I think that God's will for us is more general. To paraphrase one of the prophets (Micah 6:8): "God has already made clear to you what he wants: act justly, show everyone loving-kindness, and live obediently to God." I think that God's will simply doesn't get any clearer than that. Jesus told his followers to treat everyone in the way they themselves would like to be treated (Matthew 7:12). The OT Law was God's will for his people, Israel, as they were about to enter the land of Canaan. The so-called Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7) is a summary of that law, applied practically to the daily lives of Jesus' audience. The Bible makes it very clear what God values, and what he expects from his people, and--as the apostle Paul exhorts us in Ephesians 5:1--we are to be "imitators of God."

If we take the Bible seriously enough to respect the original intentions of its authors, and we take the time to read and understand what it tells us about God, we will in fact discover God's will. We will find, for example, that God cares deeply for the poor, the vulnerable, and the oppressed. That God is humble, and wants his people to be humble. That God doesn't ever wish harm to even his enemies, but would rather see every single person repent and find life, rather than death. If I had spent about half of the time I spent worrying in college about what God wanted me to do when I graduated or whether or not I should take summer classes--if I had spent just half of that time focused on learning about God and doing my best to imitate him in my daily, basic interactions with everyone around me, I think both the world and I would have been far better off.

Planning isn't bad, and neither is consulting God concerning major life decisions. These are clearly good things (the Bible is consistently positive about both of them). But when we start to expect that God wants to tell us where to place every next step we make, we are really starting to live like God is some kind of divine puppet-master who hasn't given his people any choice in the matter (and I hope we all know that isn't true). And one last thing: if you made a choice that you thought God wanted you to make, and then things turned out badly for you--it doesn't necessarily mean that you were "outside of God's will" (whatever that exactly means...). Sometimes, apparently, God allows bad things to happen to his most faithful followers (cf. Joseph, Job, and Jesus--just to name a few Bible characters whose names begin with J). Of course, on the other hand, sometimes we just do stupid stuff and then try to justify it by suggesting we thought God told us to do it...

God's will does exist, and he does communicate it clearly to his people, but it isn't so much a step-by-step script as much as it is an expertly designed framework.

Choices.

We live in a culture that surrounds us with choices. It is strange, really. How many options we have at any given time. This, of course, has been well-documented by many astute observers of American capitalism and democracy. "The tyranny of choice." And I am often paralyzed by it. Particularly in the grocery store. Particularly in the cereal aisle of the grocery store. Of a grocery store. Since that in and of itself is a choice. I like so many different cereals. And they all cost about the same, which is not really that much. So how do I decide? I know--it is a melancholic despair that besets you, the reader, in this very moment.

Choices are tough. Which might be why many people like to think or suggest that human beings, when it really comes down to it, don't have a choice in the most fundamental matters of life. I am always surprised when I hear someone talking about the Bible mention how little choice we have in matters of great importance. I mean, I've heard it so many times you would think that it would cease to amaze me. But it hasn't. It hasn't ceased, that is, ceased to amaze. It continues. Probably because I can't imagine coming to that conclusion from reading the Bible. I think immediately of texts like Deuteronomy 30:11-20 (which is quoted by the apostle Paul--the supposed ring leader of this no-choice philosophy in the Bible--in Romans 10). The whole point of that passage is that the Israelites had a choice. They could choose to be obedient to God, and therefore receive the many blessings he had promised to bestow upon them, or they could choose to be disobedient. And there were consequences for being disobedient. Crappy ones. Consequences like being the victims of siege warfare (which is not fun, by the way--read anything ever written about the practice of siege warfare in the ancient Near East, and you will know... Oh, how you will know). And as far as I can tell, not much has changed for the Christian in America today. I mean, siege warfare doesn't exactly seem to be in God's chosen repertoire of curses these days. At least not here in eastern PA. But the general situation of having life and death being placed before each one of us, that hasn't changed (if the New Testament is trustworthy--see Hebrews 6, for example). Ezekiel 18 is a perfect example of the responsibility of choice facing each (capable) person who has ever lived.

Choices are tough. But that doesn't mean they don't exist.